submitted June 4, 1998
Categories: Coming Out
It was hard to believe my mother was getting remarried. I hated the idea of living out in the country with none of my old friends being around to hang with, and worst of all was the guy she was marrying had a son that was about a year older than me. They both seemed nice enough and I liked Jason, my new stepfather, but I just didn't trust his son Joshua.
Mother and I moved into Jason's house a week before the wedding to get our things settled. Joshua and I were going to share one room--his. It was a big room almost like a dormitory, but he had furnished it with just one king-size bed. I hated sharing his room and even worse I had to sleep with him in his bed. Mother said that Joshua would be leaving for college in a year so then it would be my room.
Our first night in the house, the night before my mother and Jason would leave for their honeymoon, was a nightmare. Joshua and I lay in bed together listening to them going at it. They really had the "hots" for each other, because they kept it up all night. Joshua kept snickering saying his dad had the cock of a stallion, and could fuck all night without a let up. Then, with a dirty laugh, he said he was hung the same way adding that the sound of sex was making him horny as hell and what he needed was a either a good fuck or a good blow job. Between the noise of the bed and the slurping sounds of love making we finally fell asleep.
That morning at breakfast we got our instructions on what we could or couldn't do, then we watched them pull out of the driveway on their way to California. They would be gone for four months on an extended cruise and return to enroll Joshua in College in the fall. They thought we were old enough to take care of ourselves--Probably because Joshua was now nineteen. They had given him a check book for expenses and I was instructed to obey him in things around the house. If we had any problems we could call our neighbor Mr. Allen on the next farm.
There instructions pleased Joshua very much and he lost no time in letting me know he was boss, telling me I was the Bitchboy in this arraignment and I would be doing the cooking and cleaning. He said he would be doing the man's work, and with that he began prancing off toward our room disrobing on the way. By the time he got to our bedroom door he was completely naked. Turning, in that arrogant way of his, he seemed to want me to admire his muscular body with its massive chest full of black hair and his firm ass.
With a grin he began rubbing his cock taking great delight in displaying his wares. Joshua reappeared wearing a pair of cutoff shorts that were something else again; you could see his balls and the tip of his cock hanging out. He truly was hung like an animal, just like he said his father was. Looking around, he told me to pick up his clothing scattered on the floor and get some lunch started, and with that he went out and began cutting the yard. By noon the day was hotter than hell and Joshua had finished cutting the yard. I watched as he pealed his shorts and dove into our swimming pool to cool off.
I had sandwiches ready, and since it was so hot, I decided to put them on a tray so we could eat by the pool. Carrying them out I could hear Joshua call out to me, saying I made a great little slave, then adding that I was pretty enough to be a girl and if I wasn't careful, he'd fuck my ass silly.
Glaring at him, I set the tray down deciding I would strip and show him I had balls, and I swam five laps in the pool just to show him I was as macho and butch as he was. When I surfaced from the water he called out to me to come and eat, saying he wanted to talk to me about something. Pulling myself up out of the water I grabbed the towel he offered me, and spreading it out I dropped down beside him, I was exhausted from showing off my swimming abilities. I had to admit seeing him naked he was really a beautiful young stud, and he was really very well hung.
He lay they're eating his sandwich with his left hand and stroking his meat with the other hand coaxing his manhood into a giant hard on with huge swollen balls. Fascinated at the size of his tool, all I could do was just stare at him. Laughing, he told me to touch it and feel how hard he was, and reaching over to feel his cock I felt my own meat beginning to stiffen.
Joshua asked me if holding his cock was turning me on. Then laughing he said there were two kinds of guys, straight guys that had cocks that were meant to be sucked and queers that like to suck cocks. Boasting he felt he had the kind of cock that was made for cock suckers. Then he asked me to suck him off to find out which kind of guy I was. Sitting up he said I looked like the kind of guy that would like to suck cock, an undiscovered queer, then quickly grabbing my head he began to push me down on his meat.
I moved to get out of there, but he was bigger and faster than I was. Before I realized it he had lying on my back and was straddling me holding my hands above my head saying he wanted me to taste his dick to see if I liked it. Turning my head and struggling I said I would never suck him off. With a vicious look on his face he told me he had other plans for me. Then he began to slap me silly telling me he would beat me until I sucked him off.
He kept slapping me until finally with tears streaming down my face I opened my mouth surrendering to his demands. Rising to his knees and pushing his cock head into my mouth. Warning me not to bite him, he began slowly pumping his cock in my mouth and down my throat. With each thrust drove his meat deeper. When I gagged he would withdraw a little then push forward, laughing, telling me I would learn to take it all and love it. Then as he got more excited over his conquest he began to get more of his tool down my throat and I could feel his meat began to expand even more. I was forced to swallow more of him just to be able to breathe. Delighted, he now began to pump with vengeance until he had me impaled completely on his tool with his balls resting on my chin saying I was a natural cock sucker. Stiffening and arching his back, he began to cum, and as the hot sweet fluid filled my throat. I was forced to swallow his load of cum or choke.
Standing, he bellowed out he had been right, I was a great cock sucker. I shrieked, I wasn't that kind of person, but he just kept saying I would learn to love sucking his cock. Jumping up I wanted to run away but he grabbed me forcing me to my knees. Then he again began pushing his tool in my mouth saying getting off felt so good he wanted to cum again. I struggled again saying I wouldn't be his cock sucker. With that dirty laugh he said I already was his cock sucker, I had just given him a great blow job and I had taken his load proving I was queer.
Then he started slapping me telling me I could do it his way or he would beat me every time he wanted another blow job. Looking up at his smug face I knew I was defeated and opening my mouth for his cock, I surrendered to him. I heard him mutter "I knew you wanted my cock", and without any further protest from me he slid his meat into my mouth. I was now his, and he began to face fuck me telling me I would service him anytime, anywhere, whenever he ordered me to. He told me that from now on my ass belonged to him.
My nightmare had just begun, not only had he made me his cock sucker but I became his prisoner. To keep me obedient he put me in chains adding weights to my balls making it impossible to escape him. Then he started breaking my will. First I had to blow him at all hours of the day and night, then he would make me kiss his feet and lick his crotch, finally I had to eat his ass, and then thank him for that privilege.
If I would forget to thank him he would beat me with a whip. During the following two weeks he would let me go outside but I still remained naked and I still had to get on my knees when he wanted me to service him regardless of were we were. He said this training was necessary to teach me how to please a real man. After a while I was grateful whenever he said I was going a good job. Joshua had said I would learn to take his entire wand in time, and I was surprised how quickly I learned to satisfy his wants and needs. I now accepted the fact that he was right in telling me I was queer. Now that I had accepted him as my master he allowed me to dress and have the run of the house.
Then one night after sucking all of his juice from his joy stick, he told me to roll over that he was going to fuck me; telling me I would learn to love it as much as sucking cock. By now I had learned to obey his every wish and would do anything he ask to please him. Taking KY, he started applying it to my ass, putting a lot on his fingers, then inserted one finger in my tight ass and began to move it around. After a while, he inserted another finger and finally he had three of his fingers up my ass making a fucking movement. Then slowly he began to work his fist up my ass.
I began screaming in pain, but he just kept pushing more of his fist in and then began to open his hand. I began to faint, and he patiently waited for me to revive and even though the pain was unbearable, he began to fist fuck me, demanding I beg him for more. When he withdrew his hand the relief was wonderful and with tears in my eyes, I thanked him for stopping the pain. -- I wanted to cry out but Joshua told me that it would soon feel better. He told me it had been necessary to prepare my ass for his screwing pleasure and now he felt I was stretched enough to give him a good fuck.
In the future he would keep me lose by fucking me often and it would probably not be necessary to fist fuck me again unless my asshole became too tight. Greasing himself up, he slid his tool into my asshole with no resistance. I lay there in tears, then slowly, as I lay there implanted in me something wonderful began to happen. My ass began to relax and close around his tool and I began to get excited and hot. Pushing back on his meat, I was trying to get more of him inside me. Feeling my submission Joshua began to screw me hard and fast. He came and I begged him to do it again.
I was now not only his willing sex slave; I was his eager hot bitch in heat. Our months went quickly after that, every night I would lay in Joshua's arms and beg him to screw me, I was hungry for his cock any way he would let me have him. It seemed impossible that in one short month that I would come to feel he was my master, and as the summer progressed my only desire was to be his slave.
Our sexual freedoms would soon be coming to an end as our parents came home from their cruse. Now we would have to sneak around to be together. We were still able to use the house when our parents were at work, but on weekends we found a place in the woods. Joshua was not willing to give up his sexual plaything and he demanded I service him at least three times a day and if we could work it in, he would fuck me.
I looked forward to our tramping in our woods and pleasing him. We had found a clearing and that became our Eden were we could play our sex games. As the leaves turned and fall approached it was time for Joshua to go to College. He decided to have had our farewell fuck-fest in his favorite spot in the woods. Arriving, we spread our blankets and stripped. Dropping to my knees I first took his tool deep into my mouth and worked him like a candy fountain pumping him dry so he would be able to screw me longer.
Then Joshua had me get on my hands and knees, his favorite position, and mounting me he began humping me dog fashion, while I begged him to rape me. Suddenly a long shadow fell over us. Looking up in shock we saw Mr. Allen, our neighbor, standing over us with his camcorder.
In a low voice he said he had been watching me get balled all summer and he had even Video taped us fucking and sucking, and with a dirty laugh he said he felt that this tape would be the best yet. He was tired of doing all the filming and now he spoke up saying it was his turn to get a good fuck in, he liked screwing young boys. Seizing the opportunity Joshua spoke up saying he was more than willing to share his sex slave and he would be glad to watch or run the video camera if he could get copies of the tapes to take to college with him.
Smiling and nodding Mr. Allen handed the camera to Joshua and as he began to film Mr. Allen began stripping and displaying his wonderfully muscular hairy body. Then poised like an animal, his tool fully extended, and dripping pre cum he placed his meat on my lips. Then slowly he began to pump it into my mouth until I had taken him right up to his crotch. Almost overwhelmed by the size and taste of my first grown adult, I began expanding my throat feeling the wonder of this man cock.
I began to sucking as I had never done before letting my lips play around his cock head, then licking and sucking I slid down the side of his pulsing shaft and began sucking on his fur-covered balls. Joshua moved in close with the camera urging me to eat it all. Knowing it was being filmed made me even hotter and I wanted to taste that glorious nectar he would shoot down my throat. As he tensed I could feel his balls throb and I was filled with his essence and I sucked every drop of his manhood dry.
Then Joshua began chanting, fuck him, fuck him silly, and turning me over and putting my legs over his shoulders he drove that weapon deep into my ass and really did fuck me silly. Sucking Joshua off was one thing, he was my master, my trainer, but to have this hairy beast plunder me was wonderful. Joshua and Mr. Allen reached an agreement that he would provide him with copies of all the tapes, and in payment, I was to service him every Saturday at his house for a year. Even after our debt was paid, I continued to service Mr. Allen with great enthusiasm.
With Joshua now in College our lives changed drastically. I lived for his trips home on weekends and vacations. I needed him. Coming home to visit me for my birthday, Joshua decided to take me to my first bar. He told me he had brought me out and now it was time for me to know what was out there in the real world and how to find my way as a queer. He had gotten me fake identification for me and we selected some of his clothing so I looked old enough to be served. Then, taking out a cock ring he showed me how to slip it on to keep my hard-on explaining all good gay boys advertise what they had going for them.
When I was dressed we drove to Truman's, a gay bar on the East Side of town. No one that we knew ever went to that side of town so we felt we were safe to go. It was said it was a queer hangout. Well in we went and in the dark of the room we found a booth and we both slid in around this table. Then a young man in tight pants and no shirt came over and ask if we were having any thing. He bent over the table to look closely at me and asked to see my identification. Not looking into his eyes I lowered them and was amazed to see rings in his nipples. Someday I wanted to do that. I took out the fake ID and he seemed to be satisfied and he gave me a wink and asks what we were drinking.
I ordered the same as Joshua did, a gin and ginger ale. We sat there and I was fascinate at watching how men would come up and talk to other men and they seem to feel each other up and soon they would go off together somewhere and other times they just walked away. Joshua told me that was how men picked up their sex partners.
Then someone sent over another round of drinks and Joshua waved to him and thanked him and after a short while he stood and walked over to our table. We made room for him to sit and as he slid around to my side fumbled and began to feel my cock. It was a shock and at the same times quite pleasant. The conversation between Joshua and the man was about me. It seems he wanted me for the evening and was willing to pay Joshua for me. Joshua explained I was just beginning to live my new gay life and I didn't know the ropes yet.
Now things began changing between Joshua and me. He began treating me differently, when we were in the house alone he would tie me up and beat me and make me beg for his body, forcing me to eat his ass. The more he commanded me the more I worshiped him. It was during one of his trips home that he told me he was fucking a girl and they were thinking of getting married. He thought I should be thinking of living with someone of my own kind, another queer. When he married I would have no place in his life. Then gently he told me he would find me someone to love and obey.
That Christmas vacation he brought a friend home with him. James was quite a stunning fellow, tall slim, and rich. He had a light fur covering all over his body. I guess you would call it body hair, but to me he looked like a furry teddy bear. We all were to bunk in the same room. When we had all showered Joshua called me over telling me to get on my knees and service him, and when I refused he began to slap me around until I dropped to my knees in submission.
Taking his cock head into my mouth, I slowly downed his meat until my face was nestled in his pubic hair. That's when I heard Joshua tell James he could fuck me if he liked. James dropped his robe exposing the biggest cock I had ever seen, and as he greased up I wondered if I could handle such a monster. In seconds I felt penetration and slowly I felt his large manly tool slide into me. He began to giggle saying he had never had an ass that could handle all of him.
Laughing, Joshua told him he had broken me in right and there wasn't a cock in the world that I couldn't handle. James then just kept pushing until he had nothing left to give. Then he began to screw me with gusto and with those strong furry arms reached around and began to squeeze my nipples. I had never felt like this before, pain and excitement as he squeezed my nipples, his tool sliding deep into me it I was becoming one with him, all I could think of was having him inside me forever.
In all my adventures I could never get enough, but now I was fulfilled, I had become one with my master and I was completed. Then as the two organs began to piston in unison I was consumed with lust and desire. I could hear there panting and suddenly they seem to both lunge and I was filled with them, their warm fluids filling my body. That night I serviced them many times and finally we all fell into a deep dream free sleep. Joshua told me that he had shown James Mr. Allen's videos of us having sex last term, and when he'd told James I was his slave, James offered to buy me. It seems that he wanted to have his own sex slave, and this trip was to try me out. James liked me and had bought me, Joshua said he had even given James a receipt and I was now his property.
In obedience I dropped to my knees accepting my new master just as Joshua commanded. I was glad to accept him as my master remembering James's wonderful body; his ripe balls set in that lush growth of blond curly hair. Laughing he pulled me close and kissed me told me that I was now his property, my ass was his alone, and I would be severely punished if I ever let anyone use me without his permission.
To seal the bargain James insisted I have his brand on my chest. It was agreed that I would go with James to the tattoo parlor and have this simple message put on my chest, Property of James Billings. When we got home James showed Joshua his trademark on my chest, then picking me up and carrying me to the bed he consummated his possession of my body. Not only had I serviced him but also this was the first time that I'd had someone of my own who returned my love.
It was wonderful and as I felt his hot mouth pump my organ, I could only grip his head and thrust my tool deep into his throat. He managed to sucked me dry, then with my cum still in his mouth he rose up and we exchanged our juices. It was different with James; we wanted to possess each other, body and soul. With each encounter I gave myself to my master until I wanted nothing more than to have his body implanted in me and to serve him.
It was just before our vacation was over that Joshua told me he was getting married. He explained it was time and he wanted to start a family but he always would be there for me. After all, he said I was the best piece of ass he'd ever had. I realized than that to Joshua I would always be just a service, but with James I would truly be his.
James was the best man at Joshua's wedding. Joshua had trained me, made me gay, and now was dumping me. Then looking over at James I had to admit he had taken good care of me getting me my new master and mate of my own. After the wedding I made preparations to go with James and begin my new life.