The Freshmen, Part 4
submitted November 29, 2014
Categories: College Days
I looked at Caleb after waking him from his nightmare and he told me he has to tell me about his family. I moved around and sat up and turned on the light. Caleb sat up in bed as well. Looking at the clock it was 5 am still dark out but soon the sun would be coming up.
Caleb took a deep breath and said. "My family is very religious." I nodded I knew where this was going. "I don't mean very religious like going to church every Sunday or anything like that. I mean very religious as in religion had to be in every aspect of my life. I had to pray for every little thing. A few years ago when I was about 15 there was a scandal in town. The minister's son was caught messing around with another boy. There was division in the church as to what was to be done. There were some pretty open minded people that said it was ok if the minister's son was gay, others however said it was an abomination a disgrace to God. My parents were among those saying that. It was shortly after that that the minister's son was found beaten and bruised and barely alive. The minister's son was never seen again shortly after that. The logical feeling was he was sent to a special treatment facility for his injuries, but there were rumors he was sent to a place to make him normal."
I nodded at knew about those places such as "Pray the gay away" and such that claim that they can "cure" people of their homosexuality. Then Caleb continued.
"The night that the minister's son was beaten my parents were out as were other members of the church. I don't know if my parents were involved in what happened to the minister's son or not, but I believe that they were. That's why they can never know about you and me. I'm afraid that they will try and hurt you."
"Caleb" I said. "They live in a different part of the state than what I do. How could they find me and hurt me? Besides the one in most danger is you. How are you paying for school?"
"They are paying." Caleb said.
"So you are bound to them still?" I asked.
Caleb nodded. "Ok keep up the charade for a little longer." I said. "Also keep up your grades, then when the next semester starts apply for scholarships, then they can't say you owe them anything anymore as your education will be paid for. Then you might be free of them. If they demand repayment for your first year at school then tell them you'll repay them after you get your degree."
"Alright." Caleb said. "When I got here I went to that Gay and Lesbian meeting hoping to be out more then I met you. I'm happy but also scared of what would happen if my parents found out about you and I."
"You don't have to tell them anything." I said. "Just do as I suggested to get yourself out from under their thumb."
"I don't want to go back home." Caleb said.
"If all goes as expect you'll only have to be there for the holidays." I said putting my arm around him and cuddling him. Caleb turned his head towards mine and kissed me. I kissed him back and soon we were in full make out mode. I ended up on top of him and he spread his legs and before long I was pushing my erect cock inside him. I was going sensual and romantic like wanting him to feel loved and wanted. We kissed as I moved my cock back and forth in him. I noticed that Caleb had shot cum all over himself and I licked it up and kissed him sharing it with him as I blew my load in him.
As the semester went on Caleb and I would have our weekends together. I made sure to help Caleb on schoolwork that he was having trouble with in order to help him keep his grades up so he might qualify for a scholarship. All in all I felt pretty confidant that Caleb would be able to obtain a scholarship for the rest of his education. Before we knew it however the semester was coming to a close and it was time to head home for the holidays. I had Caleb come over to my dorm the day before I left for home and handed him a small package. "What's this?" he asked.
"Your Christmas present." I said.
"You didn't have to give me anything." Caleb said however he opened it and it was a ring with three small diamonds in it.
"Oh Nick." Caleb said.
"A sign that you're my guy." I said.
Caleb put in on. "I can't go home wearing this." Caleb said.
"I know." I said. "Perhaps if you leave it with me and you can have it back when we come back in January."
"Ok." Caleb said. "I love you."
"I love you too." I said. Caleb and I kissed and soon we were fucking for the final time that year my cock slamming into him. I unloaded in him and we lay cuddling for a little while, however before long Caleb was putting his ring back in his box and getting dress.
"I've got to go." Caleb said. "I have to leave early tomorrow."
"Ok call me if you need anything." I said. "I will miss you and I hope you have a good Christmas."
"You too." Caleb said.
I kissed him as he walked out the door not knowing it would be the last time I'd kiss him in nearly two years. The next morning I went home to my mother's house some forty miles north of campus. The holidays were the same as always with Christmas Eve dinner at my mother's, Christmas Day dinner at my father's. I would get an e-mail or text from Caleb every so often and he seemed to be doing well. Two days after Christmas I woke to my phone ringing it was Caleb. I answered it immediately.
"Something wrong?" I asked when I answered it.
"We're not going to see each other again." Caleb said.
"What?" I said. "You'll be back in school."
"I have to say goodbye." Caleb said. "They know and I'm not going back to school. They say I need to be helped. Goodbye Nick."
"Caleb! Caleb!" I yelled into the phone but he had already hung up. I called him back but only got voicemail.
When I got back to school there was no sign of Caleb. I couldn't find his name among any registered students, nor did I see him anywhere near the freshmen dormitories. I slipped into a kind of stupor. I was longing for Caleb. Of course Steven was there to release my sexual energy but I wanted Caleb. I threw myself into my coursework to keep my mind off Caleb. I graduated with honors and was to start my one year masters program the following fall. However I couldn't stop thinking about Caleb. The fall started and I got into a near relationship with another guy Brandon.
Brandon was different than Caleb. He was more my age was more muscular like me and he had dark hair and eyes like Caleb. However he was married. Brandon was finishing his Ph.d program in geology. He was far away from his wife and an admitted bisexual. Brandon and I shared an apartment the year that I was doing my masters program. Brandon and I loved each other however we knew it wasn't meant to last. If I had met Brandon before I met Caleb and if Brandon met me before he met his wife it might have been a different story.
Brandon found the ring that I got for Caleb when he asked about I told him about Caleb and how I still have Caleb on my mind at which Brandon said. "The world is a cruel place. How much pain you must be in is horrible."
Every night I would fuck Brandon and we would cuddle and kiss. However once I got my masters and Brandon his Ph.D it was time to go our separate ways. Brandon and I kept in contact and I recently found out that Brandon and his wife divorced and he was dating some guy. I'm happy for Brandon and I know if things were different Brandon and I would be together however I was still thinking of Caleb and circumstances would be that I would find Caleb standing on my doorstep.
To be continued...